Dali never been, but yearn for. Hao Yun recently liked the song "Dali", the lyrics feel very consistent with my mind now, this song has been circulating in my ears, I straightened out a lot of uneasy mood.

Goodbye September

Can go to the feeling one thing, and that is finally passed in September, recalled that in September, I really was "scarred", throughout the month as if shrouded in a layer of mist, disoriented me trapped, going I went back around the place, maybe I never moved pace.

In early out of a small accident, but fortunately no man anything, but also attracted a bunch of annoying things, it makes me feel noisy. People are always prone to slack off on their own, do not want to use the same standard to themselves, I, too, often knowing a thing is wrong, but on his body, or will their tolerance, like this really bad, I wish I could remember this lesson.

The occurrence of a period of months so I am very depressed, the idea, do not want to recall something specific I do not want to say quite understand, but I understand, "sided affair a fever," the truth, sometimes all your efforts in the eyes of others would be a painful patience, let you how to work hard, enthusiasm, maintain is useless, after all, people do not go just for the face of rejection is treated with courtesy to you, but people do not know that you are a silly person Yeah, actually I did not understand this truth.

The end of the last day, due to the misunderstood instructions of the leadership, were derided the meal, do not tangle right or wrong, just moments feel that so many of incompetence, while others made a whirlwind front when you curse, I only bow language of silence, weak dare to refute patience, do not want to take into account of the relationship between colleagues harden, after all, I can not survive beyond reality to my stress, I only compromise on quality, as long as you do not open up to me, what face dignity fair are crap.

I had so

There are many efforts in others seem ridiculous things, and I was particularly concerned about what others think of people, I was so painful to live in the infinite tangle of them, any sign of trouble will dial the chaos my heart, read this articles "Pisces ultimate analysis the most accurate," I came to realize that indeed downright Pisces, are particularly sensitive, neurotic, cowardly, simple, good, it is very complex.

In fact, to others of their own kind is cruel, No. 3 and others shout noon meal, half a cup of white sinks, also moved a little headache, after all, I rarely drink white, and at night a friend told me to go to bars to drink, in fact, I would have been good reasons for the refusal, but I will not say no, people always feel you to your face, you do not mean it is not enough, so a lot of the time, often painful and finally himself, solace others, never looking for an excuse, is it too good or too silly?

Sometimes I hope everything is well, perhaps the status quo is the best state, do not move forward nor backward, because there are a lot of things that people can not go around. I am a cowardly selfish person, I'm afraid I lost, I was afraid the ultimate heart of inferiority came out, I do not like this myself, but I'm not going to make more changes, I am kind and warm treatment everyone, never malicious, I just want to make yourself immune to the emotional torrent, precisely because of this, I lost more, I can get out of their siege.