Today think of to write about this topic, because to see a Friends of Bo wrote his 19th birthday in the morning. He on this day, a little emotion. Then I have mixed feelings, I'm a Pentium III. This is close to 30 years of life, there have been a lot of thinking, especially when experiencing some of life mark. Compared to people of similar age around now, I walk a lot more than they way, just today and they stood under the same roof, but in a different orbit, lived not understand them, some of them even people mocking life.

Some people like to own up to the Chinese New Year as a symbol of the age, some people like to put myself up as a birthday one year old mark. In our case, the former is calculated according to their age. However, my birthday and the New Year only a difference of 12 days, so for me, is calculated by birthday anyway.

January 14, 1990, lunar month eight, 8:55 am, chenshi tail, I came to this world. Although 1990 is considered the year of the horse, and not the New Year when I was born, so I was a snake. Here we calculate the age calculated according to nominal age, and I had been born in Year of the Snake, and therefore calculated the age of the Gregorian calendar than 2 years of age out, therefore, until 2018, I was 30 years old. 30 years, had drank too much TV, newspapers, books, magazines on chicken soup, from July 2007 to the first Internet cafes and access to the Internet started, I drank a lot of chicken soup on the network, and drink their own bragging on society, life is full of countless innocent and fantasy. Later, by his own experience countless fans mercilessly slap in the face, I just came to their senses. As a born in the poor rural families who, in a changing social trends, the under crowd, with their own unique interpretation, but with the same age, geography similar to those who came from a similar height similar to the turmoil of life.

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In 1995, the family sent me to kindergarten elementary school in our village. This primary school in my village and neighboring villages at the junction of two villages over five hundred households, there will always be some children need to go to school. However, when I go to school soon, he will be president and my parents said I could not go to school because of the small age. My neighbor a few months older than me, he has been on the preschool preparation for first grade, and I because it is the twelfth birthday, and therefore does not allow me to go to school.

So, I will leave here and continue to play at home. I think playing at home a year is not the answer, then sent me to the center of the village primary school preschool read, ride a bike every day pick-me reading. End of August 1996, is the last day of my career, preschool, elementary school, although that time in the summer holidays, but there is no pre-school summer holidays. On that day, I remember very clearly, teacher leaning against the door frame, hand on the other side of the door frame, he said to us:. "First grade tomorrow, go home and tell your parents to take you to the first grade."

The next day, we went to first grade report, the day should be 31 August 1996.

I grew to know, that time must be strictly limited in primary school where the student village, like me, this is not on account of rural students to the center primary school, each semester to pay 300 yuan each week. 1990s, the countryside, the annual 600 yuan.

The history of this school, I learned of a few years ago. I went to school a few years ago, all the townships want to study the family, the household must be 500 dollars, using the money to build schools. During the construction process, construction vehicles, also crushed to death a second grade child. In the people who get the money to build up in the blood of the people on the school, in my house I live frugally + to borrow money to pay for tuition, books, fees, lower support each week, it is so influenced his life.

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At the end of 1990, when he was a national personalities, create and implement a policy: lower food prices, reducing the pressure of life of the urban population. My mother told me, she was holding me, watching a news program on time at 7 o'clock every night of my black and white television, the program this big man speech: "Reducing the price of grain farmers, social stability and social stability! - !! "

After the implementation of this policy, food price crash, if the grain to grain, down the drain. Was also set up card to intercept private transportation vehicles everywhere, even to think of ways to get food to the field of sale can not be transported. So, people inadvertently harvesting food, let cattle and sheep grazing in the fields. Subsequently abandonment of land, there is little skill who work outside the home. For the aquaculture industry in terms of cost (excluding labor costs) at the time of intensive chicken, flat on per jin (500g) egg is 1.5 to 1.8 yuan, the market price at 2.0 yuan/jin, and then inside the city the price of eggs dropped 0.5 to 1.0 yuan/jin, a large number of city people buy home salted egg, and farmers are taking on huge losses. Our near a village of farmers, because of this policy, resulting in a loss bankrupt, under grief, committed suicide by hanging.

Now people mention the great man, will lift up his anti-corruption, but no lift "to reduce farmers' food prices and social stability," these things, there has been selective blindness. When I was in high semester, I was already 60 years old but has not retired history teacher told us to bring this matter. He was also a lot of emotion, but fortunately not serious enough to similar 1959-- extent of the disaster of 1962, because those three years he was the witness, he was afraid to go through again. Although people are afraid to mention, it does not mean it did not happen.

Whether you have to guess who is calling somebody. I hope you will not say so publicly.

His policies led to serious social unrest, and later with his departure, the agricultural order has been restored. However, the reality is not good, and even spread a jingle:

Grain minutes were ticking up, fertilizer rose one hundred to one hundred, one thousand to one thousand plastic sheeting up, agricultural eleven thousand Wan to rise.

It is difficult to cover up the farmers of the future life of despair broke our hearts, they want their children to succeed, not a farmer. This idea was the most direct manifestation, many families prefer to assume $ 600 a year off each week, but also take their children to the quality of teaching is relatively good, strict management of the Central Primary School to study. 1 to 3 in my grade, there are many such students go to Central Primary School, where I transferred to class.

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After the year 2000, ushered in the village school closed down boom. We township, including our small village more than a dozen villages, including the closure of all schools. Empty school building, part of the teachers transferred to Central Elementary School or other schools teach towns, part of the laid-off teachers. There are a large number of primary school students into the center, but also part of the short distance from the other towns of the students transferred to other towns of Central Elementary School student. By this wave influence each week canceled.

I started from second grade, school by bike. Winter snow slippery, can not ride, our village school children walk to school will meet collectively. In the winter school time is from 7:00 am instead of 7:50. Sometimes we only take a day trip minibus, 6:30 am bound for the next village down from our village, adults ride is $ 1, and we kids are 50 cents. At that time the collective walk to school, I left a lot of memories. And now they have to leave their homes, like me, cosmopolitan, behind this is the fate that brought us the wounds will never heal.

In 2002, I was in sixth grade. We have a county junior high school, belonging to the jurisdiction of county departments, called "one county," county school in which, when we automatically promoted to junior high school studies. At that time the class have slightly better grades, to test all the other towns on the county junior high school is the focus of the municipal jurisdiction of the department, a three-year tuition is 2,000 yuan. But then I did not get any news, found that they did not come to class, and all test came back, I asked them to know that they went to two junior high school entrance exam. The small rise in early before graduation exam, 240 points out, that I had the first one township with a score of 215. Then he got the news at home, a poor quality of teaching in the county, and because of continued wage arrears, resulting in teachers' strike, so let me go home to discuss foreign schools. At this time, the family also heard that two schools. But two school enrollment requirement is that if not admitted, or did not participate in entrance exams, you must earn more one thousand dollars, which is three years 3000 yuan tuition to attend. My father borrowed 3,000 yuan, in exchange for an admission notice from two schools in one school.

In mid-August 2002, I was the only village we take a car, a jeep, went to the school about 50 kilometers away. The car is the owner of a small shop in our village, our village and the car is only a wealthy family, his family owed the debt and unable to pay for the car repossessed. I drove two hours. I went to school there, home is very difficult. Each week a rest day on Sunday, the last week of each month at the end of Friday afternoon put off, put the study up before Sunday.

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The first two days, due to the decline in my grades appear on class rank, class of more than 60, I was once ranked the worst class of 12. So my father and my mother discussed, decided to let me back in a county school. My mother did not agree, that came out and then go back to shame, so let me insist on reading here. It is in August this year, I brought my son to my mother, I thank my mother practices changed my destiny. Why do you say that? We have a child there telling people that my life is a "good childhood learning, grow up sterile, shit is not." Looking back now, if I do then transferred back to a county, then I would not really shit, not the breath. The outside finish junior high school, but it is the premise I was admitted to high school.

At that time the test subject account restrictions. Account in which county, which can only county high school applicants are not allowed to apply for other counties as well as any high school downtown. But then we all know, our city has two key high school, a good quality of teaching, the college entrance rate, but we just could not apply. Two schools that apply on condition that the account must be a downtown city residents. If the account is urban agriculture accounts, it is not allowed to apply for the. So I have two classes of people to migrate to urban hukou, off the town accounts, there are other classes. There is also a top student in itself is downtown city residents. These three individuals, two men admitted to the City tenth middle school students at public expense, has admitted to a better City Secondary School on government scholarships. Admitted to the next class there is a second city high school students at public expense, the man is a genius. If the counties to apply, such as the urban rural household, county accounts to apply the X and II, or the urban city residents to apply for the high school on the county, according to school choice students can only be admitted tuition eighteen thousand. And I do not have confidence to take a publicly funded high school students focus on these two, if the test at their own expense, tuition nine thousand, there was no money to take. So I do not consider to move accounts, obediently apply our county high school.

Our generation, handwritten booklet or village cadres, in elementary school when I change the booklet from the cover of the blue into the way they are, there is no ID number on minors booklet. And we need to fill out to apply for the time, so a good toss. But compared with this account restrictions, nothing.

I'm in the exam that year, 2005. Our County High School enrolled 246 government scholarships, tuition 1800 yuan for three years; more than 680 paying students, tuition is 9000 yuan for three years; more than 200 school choice students, tuition is 18,000 yuan three years. Government scholarships to pay tuition fees by semester, 300 per semester. Tuition fee paid according to term, each term 1500, may be one-time payment at the time of enrollment, if the one-time payment, the relief 300, to pay only 8,700 yuan. Choice students tuition fees must be paid 18,000 yuan a one-time, without any relief.

In the test, the county than one thousand people participated, competition for these places at public expense 246. Very happy, that I had more than 190, at public expense. I attended junior high enrollment rate. Each class in more than 60 general admission, transfer or drop out later and more people, there are 40 people participated in the test. This is more than 40 people, there are five or six students admitted to public funds. And a very bad situation in the county, as far as I attended primary school classmate and the classmate told me in a county, the whole school is only a few students admitted to public funds. So, if I transferred back to a county, the consequences can not imagine. Here I am particularly grateful to my mother.

Where they are residing in the exam registration is limited and agricultural household registration policy, said that in 2014 (some say 2015) was only canceled. I did not deliberately look into the matter.

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