Yasushi Inoue's mother's notes
"Wa ga mother remember," Yasushi Inoue record is gradually aging and memory loss of the mother's collection, from "under the flower," "Moon Light" "Snow Yan" three composition, adapted for the 2012 movie of the same name.
Yasushi Inoue's father was a military doctor, often transferred to different places, and Yasushi Inoue since a sensible man would stay at home Izu by unrelated Exiu grandmother raising, graduated from elementary school until grandmother died so far. Exiu nominally mother's foster mother, in fact, is the great-grandfather's concubine, in order to give his wife a birthright, great-grandfather established as the Exiu mother's mother, then adopted father for her husband, a separate portal. For Yasushi Inoue, his feelings for Exiu grandmother, perhaps more than emotion to parent.
Hermitage father when five years old hometown, Yasushi Inoue in Tokyo working marry and have children, and parents did not intimate exchanges, until the death of his father was seriously ill. When his father died, Yasushi Inoue began to examine the relationship between father and son, they have found themselves in the shadow of his father's personality and lifestyle. "After the father left also, that I first realized that the father was still alive to act as a role - shelter me from death," even without a close relationship, but only because it is his son, as long as his father was still alive, to feel that they sheltered. Probably considering this relationship right, but also to arrange future life mother, Yasushi Inoue began to mothers concerned about it.
Mother's memory has been severely degraded, just said, then instantly forget the cleaners, so the same thing is repeated for the care of the patient who is also a test. Mother would be more prudent in the face of the eldest son, but the words and grandchildren very much. There was a time girlhood desire is often mentioned mother had died young of top students Jun Ma, with the exception of Yasushi Inoue is the last to know. They speculate, Jun Ma as the adopted son of the future to be with his mother married, but he and his brother has died, only later to adopt his father's things. Mother will think of girlhood love, but will not mention his father, only one comes to the father but also some of the bitter memories of happy things that can not remember. Mother lost his memory of his father, no love and no longer hate, lending relationship between husband and wife two clear so far, elbow grease is not only those little things still remain in the memory. "Living like this, always have Chenlao invisible visible, floating down to our shoulders, and now the mother is feeling its weight of it."
And small daughter after living in Tokyo for four years, returned to his hometown to live with his mother and eldest daughter, until his death, on several occasions during the time being cared for by Yasushi Inoue, but my mother always clamoring to go home. Mother dedication to something, and sometimes it was very hard to understand, such as Hong Dien account, they had received a number of funeral offering in funeral others, we must also go back to the same amount; get up in the middle of the night with a flashlight to search other rooms, like a child I am looking for my mother, my mother looking like a child. Mother memory of collapse, gradually even relatives do not know, and has been living in the United States brother to return home, but his mother did not recognize him look like play, after his death, indifferent mother at the funeral of the day, but at night the grief extreme; mother has been caring for her oldest daughter to be seen as unrelated maid, said in his study writing his son was dead. Yasushi Inoue had thought that the loss of a mother is a process of memory "youth" of recent memory from now, a little bit disappear, and finally return to the infant stage, when death can not be far away, but in fact not the case. Mother sometimes behave like the wayward girl grandfather's knee, sometimes like mature adults, and not a certain law. Perhaps the memories are constantly being eroded mother, children and grandchildren and has not in the same world, and her memories of living in their own fictional world, love and parting, there are some things obsession, and finally even these will disappear .
Mother's body has been very strong, and only in the last two or three years down the weak, lost its former vitality, and ultimately passed away peacefully. Yasushi Inoue in search of his mother's memories and in probably have solved all of the knot it, "We only went to that age parents can understand their dilemma and love."
Perhaps the film performance in this area to be more intuitive it. Yasushi Inoue has been abandoned mother had a resentment, which became a driving force to support his writing, but slowly found his mother did not speak of their love. In one scene, the mother while carrying the child to write poetry Yasushi Inoue, he took out a side note saying the poem:
The rain stopped, the campus a few low-lying plot water,
Pacific, the Mediterranean as well as the Sea of ??Japan,
Cape of Good Hope, and I take that swing,
They are so beautiful,
But better than not I have to cross the little strait,
My mother and I have to cross the Straits to reunite it.
At that time his father was transferred to Taiwan, the mother worried about the boat accident at sea, leaving only been able to live independently Yasushi Inoue. Hearing his mother read a poem, sixty-year-old Inoue Yasushi eyes filled with tears. On the other hand, the film also depicts the relationship Yasushi Inoue and three daughters (movie set), because there are abandoned experience, Yasushi Inoue his daughters overly concerned, which caused some discord, but eventually defused .
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