Recently more and more of that, and you farther and farther away. Had painstakingly climbed over walls between you and me, and then find you and I is not one of height, although like the second element, but you will paint, play the piano, I'm just a hundred no one's yard farmers , also an amateur. So I look like honors a little bit higher than you, but you actually playing these skills in painting, in my opinion than I do not know where to go up. Hundred no one was a scholar, it is me. So I want and at what pace to catch up with you, get to your side?

I think you probably will get away from me, both spatially and mentally looks are like this. You are far away in Australia, and I have not even to the outskirts of Beijing, is really good for nothing. You are sure to find their friends over there, and then every day they are in daily life, there is always someone better than me, I'm not the world, even if it is, will be surpassed, not to mention I'm not. Always have a feeling you will be slowly drifted away, then became part of the brain in your memories, memories that disappear eventually attached together in the river of time, vanished.

Outset knew I could never catch you, I tried to learn the piano, painting and piano too expensive, can not afford playing, painting, really not that talented. Sometimes at the screen often sigh, "a beginning that may never catch up, or why do useless chase?", Asked himself

Perhaps the gap between two people destined to be unbreakable, can not be broken, if forced to break through, to a miracle, it is no miracle, only if both parties will be hurt it, maybe not the beginning of the acquaintance.

You always feel farther away, about to disappear, and disappear in the distal infinity, lost in my side. No, I do not want this, I just want to be with you, than with any other person should stay with peace of mind, comfortable, you can relax unsuspecting. Even if you suddenly stood up and put my knife stabbed to death, it does not matter, as long as you, how I can be. Even if their ashes, anyway.

Others it seems, I will say: how stupid ah, life is not it, what to say to a person that he die, ashes does not matter how ridiculous ah.

Yes ah, how ridiculous and, I am happy. I do not believe in heaven and earth, the occasional letter fate and the gods, but always firmly believed or their own. I do not have much ability, but if I do not want to give up, no matter how many times knocked down, all I can stand up. To posture than you can imagine, standing in front of you, scared to death of you.

Before starting to build my LAN typecho, sent intact to lofter up. Although we do not expect anyone to see, but still wanted to send to, and I see no mood/mind like people.

Latecomer Note: Tan90